Back pain. Knee pain. I'm getting old! Popcorn. Need to get my lab work done tomorrow. As much as I like getting my blood drawn, since our body gets to produce more (out with the old in with thee new), I hate needles. "Need-less" to say I have to get this done ASAP!
Had an appt on Thursday.. Doctor found something she's afraid might be "something serious" so now I have to get seen & tested by another doctor to make sure it's nothing "serious". Let's just say I've had this "something" for several years now & I hope to god it hasn't grown! I wasn't worried before, but now.. Now I am a bit concerned. Oh duck! =\ When it was first examined by a doctor several years ago he said it wasn't anything to really be concerned about, but wtf does that mean? Nothing to really be concerned about? So there's a chance i should be concerned. Uhh.. Anywho.. We didn't have it surgically removed only because he was afraid it would spread. Oh great! =[
- ViennaMarie
- Exercise to be fit, not skinny. Eat to nourish your body. And always ignore the haters, doubters, & unhealthy examples that were once feeding you. You are worth more than you realize.
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
Secrets
I hate secrets. Only because I'm one of those people who want to tell everyone everything if I think it's important. This secret has been eating me up.. I've known since December & it's driving me nuts that I just can't tell everyone!
But the fact that it's been so long & I've revealed this secret makes me very proud of myself. I still wish I could just say it & get on with MY life.
But the fact that it's been so long & I've revealed this secret makes me very proud of myself. I still wish I could just say it & get on with MY life.
Thursday, February 9, 2012
First lub-dub
As the doctor walked out the room I was relieved to hear her say "everything looks fine". So I was surprised to have her come back in 5 minutes later with a fetal Doppler & said she nearly forgot that we needed to here the baby for the first time.
I wasn't sure how I would react or I'd I even wanted to listen. I wasn't sure because my heart hadn't completely accepted the fact that I was going to be a mommy.
As she moved the Doppler all around my pregnant bump.. I began to worry. Worried that there may be something wrong, again. I thought about the last pregnancy I had. It was heartbreaking to see my 6 week old fetus on the sonography monitor.. Lifeless. I cried.
It took a few minutes before she could get the Doppler on the right spot. And when she did.. That first "lub-dub-lub-dub" brought a smile to my face.
I wasn't sure how I would react or I'd I even wanted to listen. I wasn't sure because my heart hadn't completely accepted the fact that I was going to be a mommy.
As she moved the Doppler all around my pregnant bump.. I began to worry. Worried that there may be something wrong, again. I thought about the last pregnancy I had. It was heartbreaking to see my 6 week old fetus on the sonography monitor.. Lifeless. I cried.
It took a few minutes before she could get the Doppler on the right spot. And when she did.. That first "lub-dub-lub-dub" brought a smile to my face.
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