Undecided

Every day & night is an emotional battle. If only he knew how difficult it is to simply consider & weigh my options. It's easier said than done! The choices we make are what makes us who we are. "I know god will not give me anything I can't handle." If it wasn't meant to be it wouldn't have happened. Put yourself in my shoes instead of asking what I've decided to do. Then you'll understand what exactly it is you're asking from me. I have no one to turn to even my mother can't make that decision for me. I've asked for her advice & in the end it's still my choice to make. Right now I haven't got a clue what that choice is. Yes I'm running out of time. Maybe that's the answer, maybe I should let time decide.